The sports star says taking part in a gay adult film changed his life.
An Irish footballer claims starring in a same-sex porn flick two years ago has won him a legion of new fans – who he says still see him as a “gay icon”.
Struggling to pay of his spiralling debts, Cathal McCarron made the desperate decision to take part in a gay porn film – despite identifying as straight.
Two days after taking part in the film, the Irish sports star had spent his £3,000 fee on his crippling gambling addiction – which had seen him steal over £20,000 by the time he was 21.
“When the filming was over I felt physically sick, disgusted that I had allowed myself to sink into such an abyss of degradation and humiliation,” he writes in his new autobiography – extracts of which appeared in the Irish News.
However,
McCarron says the experience made him question his path in life,
leading to a stint in rehab and eventually back to the career he loves
playing for Tyrone GAA.
He was won a whole host of new fans – many of whom still think he is gay.
“Some people will continue to form the same opinion of you. A lot of them still think I’m gay,” he said.
“Every day, I still get online approaches, or some form of social media connectivity, from the gay community.
“Some gay men seem to look upon me as a kind of gay icon. That’s how I was tagged on some LGBT community websites and discussion boards.
“The last thing I am is gay, but I’ll take those comments above vile, vitriolic, homophobic and personal abuse any day of the week,” he adds.
“I completely respect the lesbian and gay community, because I really appreciated their messages of support when so many others wanted to bury me.”
Cathal McCarron’s autobiography Out of Control is released on October 20.
An Irish footballer claims starring in a same-sex porn flick two years ago has won him a legion of new fans – who he says still see him as a “gay icon”.
Struggling to pay of his spiralling debts, Cathal McCarron made the desperate decision to take part in a gay porn film – despite identifying as straight.
Two days after taking part in the film, the Irish sports star had spent his £3,000 fee on his crippling gambling addiction – which had seen him steal over £20,000 by the time he was 21.
“When the filming was over I felt physically sick, disgusted that I had allowed myself to sink into such an abyss of degradation and humiliation,” he writes in his new autobiography – extracts of which appeared in the Irish News.
He was won a whole host of new fans – many of whom still think he is gay.
“Some people will continue to form the same opinion of you. A lot of them still think I’m gay,” he said.
“Every day, I still get online approaches, or some form of social media connectivity, from the gay community.
“Some gay men seem to look upon me as a kind of gay icon. That’s how I was tagged on some LGBT community websites and discussion boards.
“The last thing I am is gay, but I’ll take those comments above vile, vitriolic, homophobic and personal abuse any day of the week,” he adds.
“I completely respect the lesbian and gay community, because I really appreciated their messages of support when so many others wanted to bury me.”
Cathal McCarron’s autobiography Out of Control is released on October 20.
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